today was average i must say.

went to parkway today to eat. wanted to eat at the cafe tingyi worked at. maybe have discount. haaa. but didnt la. paiseh. so we ate pasta mania. me and eunice ate like ocean baked pasta. love it so much. the coffee desert was gorgeous too. we talked bout life once again. and den we headed home.

when i was home, i dropped dead into my bed. drown with my unhappiness or maybe happiness, i teared then was once in my dreams. i didnt dream about anything in particular though. but when i woke up, i found a peculiar happiness that i slept well. haha.

i thought about the past for a while and carried on with my work. i recieved a messged saying that it wasnt a choice. was it? why do i feel nothing? once again, the past flashed pass. i smiled and then once again, it is for the better.

then i begin to brood over tuition. how was i going to go for it? its so damn obvious then. well, lets see till then.

for now, life is still beautiful. i have my pros and cons. being lonely for this moment is great. (:

beckk.

loving you long time 9:59 PM