what a disappointing day.
well, at least i had put in all my effort to try. hai. i gave myself many false hopes. firstly, when it was twelve i thought i'll recieve some sweet message, but it didnt work out. and in the end i just recieve some dumb message saying goodnight.
at school, i took a glance at her. she seemed cool and fine. me? i kept dwelling into the situation whether to give it to her a not. in the end i just pass my small pressie to huanli and to her. but there was no response, not even a "thank you".
i feel so unappreciated. i even made a bet if she'll be waiting for me somewhere. but it was all a fairytell dream. how funny and foolish it is of me to think of such naive things? i laugh at my stupidity.
at least my friend was there for me. she spent her time with me. treating me a piece of cake. how sweet. (: thanks eunice. it waas a great comfort but i lost my bet. guess i'll be treatin you instead! argh.
so many task to be done today. so stress. wanted to take CLB chinese. but on second thought, i cann do it! i must never give up. haha.
today during math happened some unfortunate event la. what hell was the word to describe it all. and it was really like what the hell. haha. anyways, who cares lah. obnoxious.
i'm moving on to my work.
beckk
loving you long time 5:10 PM