what a jovial day.

it is my cousin's wedding today. i was the brides-maid. it was fun yet heart rending. it was a joyful event. to see your relative getting married. i cant explain the feeling. it's a happy one.

on the other hand. i still have problems left unsettled. why cant i be more expressive and more humane? i'm trying to be. i'm not a perfectionist. i cant do things to please everyone. i'm still who i am. and i wont change a single bit for the worst, but for the better off course.

oh well. i'm exhausted! woke up early today. i felt much better for the week. i failed almost all my subjects. i WAS grieving over it. i could not get it off my mind back then. thinking how idoitic i was to do so badly. only ONE distinction. a clap for myself for not thinking efficiently. how bloody hell i get TWO F9's? thats bad eh. real disturbing. i've moved on and i'm starting to move the rusty engine once again. i will rebuild my strength to strive for excellence. WATCH me and buzz off. (:

chinese for tomorrow! -.-" haha. i love that sign!

anyway, eunice, no matter what i'm always the friend you know. when you said i've change, it sort of crashed me hard. i'll do my best on my part.

loving you long time 12:41 AM