hellos.

well, havent been good lately. i sort of feel there's a barrier between us though i fake it. Yes. i'm darn competetive. i cant say it out if not i'll hurt her feelings. i feel so.. i cant explain man. its like the friendship is sort of fading away? maybe its me thinking over tiny flaws. hai. i'm upset and i dont wish to talk bout it to anyone. i also dont wana talk to her bout it cause i scared things might worsen. argh.i'm at the egde of an abyss.

fuck me.
beckk

loving you long time 11:46 PM