when people actually say "i love you", do you really feel that they mean it? i feel that these three words, are meant to be only said when you really feel that the atmosphere is right. And the most important thing, is to allow the other party to feel your sincerity. i hate the fact that when i do say it from the bottom of my heart, the other party just gives an indifferent face. that hurts if you dont know.
anyway, i finally watch finish "wo de ye man nai nai". its damn funny la. but i still think it is not a very nice show to watch though. am looking forward to buy a new vcd, the one that ella acts like a tomboy. haha. i bet everyone is either studying or working, but for me this lazy bum, i'm just chilling at home wasting my life away. oh well, but this chance only comes once in a lifetime. (: and i am really enjoying it.
not long ago, yuki (my sister's bf dog) came to my house. she was a real charm. however, she freek me out cause her fur looks like a millepede! but later on, she was a real beauty although she's very kpo. haha. she's the same age as my mother for a human age la. so cute. i told my mama that they could be best friends! my mama just laugh. lol. here's the princess,

real gorgeous eh.

oh look at her. so adorable!
haha. and on sunday i stayed over at michelle's house. and she gave me this gummy which i find real interesting!

YAY. i love spongebob! haha.
i swear, i hate eating gummies. esp this kind what burger and worms all that. haha. but cause this is spongebob's crabby patty, i ate it! and it taste a hell of a good.
and yesterday i went to fx house. so here are some pics! (:

oh noo. she''ll kill me for this! haha.

camwhoring bitches. haha.

our lovely signs?! haha.

this is really hilarious. our cha cha! haha.

LOL! this is damn funny!

i have no idea why this is so small! haha. but this is the nicest pic we took! haha. (:
oh, we sure did caught up with what we had missed. and i had a great time with xian although swimming was terrible! haha. the water was too cold till our * were sticking out! LOL. we only swam for one lap and that's it. haha. i am really unfit now la.i cant stop panting after only one lap! haha. and her mama cooked for us. it was a really delicious meal! thanks xian! haha. her mum was really hospitable too. (:
alright. i'm rotting at home now. any body is free to ask me out? or how bout a date? HAHA.
love,
beck.