HELLO!
so sch has been so much better after monday. cause bing decided to meet me. and although we're like mad at each other, we immediately started laughing like mad when our eyes met. i swear. it's like LGG. LGG meaning, Little Girls Giggle. HAHAHA. JK's WORD. funny.
she can never be replace la. although i try so hard for the past, 48294242857 days. it's so difficult just not feeling her beside me. you see, for a relationship that has been going on for so long, i guess it's good to hold on and to make "new" romances. like, the time you were dating, try to relive those days rather than to just like stay the same old boring state. and yes, i'm gonna try to revieve those days just for huibing. (:
i still remember how clearly she would just smile so politely to me, not letting her eyes meet mine, cause when she does she would quickly look and turn away. she's like a shy individual. haha. how sweet she was with the first items she gave me. which was a towel with a nemo print on it, and a notebook! (: it was like so, puppy love. but i really like it alot! hehe.
and i remember when we just got together, i had to go for a ncc expedition at malaysia. haha. and when i came back, she gave me this really nice chocolate cereal bars. I REALLY LOVE IT! and it was from MUJI! hahaha. the best thing was that, i held her hand when i just came back. it's like, OMG LA. haha. her face, her expression, how she tried to show that she's cool bout the holding hands thing. awww. shit. it's making me smile all over again. hahaha. but she was really VERY VERY SHY.
and now, after 3 yrs, trying to hold her hand, less than a minute, our hands would just let go. sighhh. and she no longer look so shy. she'll squeeze my hands, pinch my cheeks, push me, yell at me. hahaha. like i've been her childhood friend.
oh well, 3 years indeed. is it a matter to rejoice or to be upset of it cause u cannot relieve those dating times? irony.
i will still hold on as far as i am concern. in my eyes, no others look as beautiful as u are. and i am glad my friends say : " aye, your girlfriend damn hot la".
HAHAHA. she couldnt believe ppl called her "hot". lol. instead this is what i told my friends," aiyo, HOT NOT. you havent see her arse yet. IT'S BOMBASTIC LIKE A BOMB WHICH HAS JUST EXPLODED." LOL. she cant stop laughing herself. hahaha.
and huibing, i wana hold your lil fingers and not let go! hahaha. i know i told u i am your parasite, and yes, i really wana be your parasite. HEHEHE.
love,
beckk.
