i lost the zest to love.

today's mrt ride seemed longer than usual. i wasn't with anyone, i wasn't listening to music, and i wasn't sitting down even though there was a space.

but i wasnt bothered whether i would reach home faster or slower. i didnt care about the time. all i cared about was what am i going to do next when i am home. and yes, at certain times i would stop to think of the things that u said to me. my heart would ache a little. but, i still feel alright bout what has been happening lately.

i brought ginger out for a walk. ate my dinner, sat down and starting drawing. but i couldn't concentrate cause my back was aching. and that i didnt have someone who would help me massage it to make me feel better.

i dont know whether to rejoice or to cry bout what happened btwn us. but everything has gone so wrong. i dont like this lonely life without someone to look out for. but i like this lonely life cause i wont feel sad about the way we are.

damn. i would keep myself happy. so, i'm back to work.

and i swear, poly life pass so fast that i can hardly remember what date it is everyday. plenty of assignments to deal with. i still have 6 more by next week. damn.

good bye.

ps: i didnt blog for so long cause the blogger was fucked up with the pictures.

my cutest dog!

beckk.