feeling all so upset lately. dont know if it is due to my late bloody mary or is it that we just dont connect anymore.

i felt like breaking down initially, but i decided to pick myself up by being understanding.

and i understood what i didnt understand and i felt like an ass hole.

i just cant look away leaving u to look all worn out. i want to help. and i am always here to be your support!

i want to make lots and lots of money, just to make u live happily. big house, rich clothes, nice shoes, and us looking good. and even when u feel at a lost, i want to be there, to solve your problem. i want to be your everything.

we've been through a lot. and i dont want to let go just yet. i want forever, that is.

i just cant wait to bring u to a place where u can leave your worries behind and let me, make you the happiest person on earth.

ilu (:

beckk.

loving you long time 11:10 PM