i was just browsing thru her testimonials, and damn, i saw him.

i can imagine if i didnt go after her. she might be with him or smth. and i totally dont want that to happen. i dont know why, i just like to compare myself with him. but like omg, i know i am so much better but i just cant stand the sight of him even though i dont even know him! oh boy, glad i got her. (:

well, just got the message from her that i cant meet her today due to all her projects. which in turn, makes me utterly upset. you cant just ask me to get use to this life so fast. i mean like we used to meet EVERYDAY mind you.

i just miss her so much. saturday was the best cause we got to spend quality time together. and i like it. i just want more of it.

at least the holidays are coming and we could really spend EVERYDAY together. (:

i look forward and smile.

beckk.

loving you long time 11:07 AM