today pass so quickly again.
and for once, i had no MONEY. so sweet of zora, james and fadly to lend me some $. and fadly was really nice cause i said i am like a beggar asking for money, and he said : " aiyo, dont say like that la". ahaha. he is really a fine gentleman. and james is also another mr nice guy as i ask him to walk to the photoshop lady cause i needed cash. thank you to all these people once again! you saved me from starving. (:
finish jk's work. tired.
sometimes i just feel like making love an object. so that i can break it when i feel upset and polish it when i feel happy.
what is love? sometimes i feel it, sometimes i dont. it's just SO complicated.
i love dating periods. they are all so sweet and nice. after 3 years or so, that is when things start to change. and i mean drastically. i heard it all. and i felt it all.
i wish i wish i wish.
omg, and i constantly question myself whether i can design OR NOT. cause ransome classes i always seem to get so low marks and DEMORALISE. dammit. this world is fucking unfair.
beckkk.
loving you long time 12:14 AM