WHY DO I ALWAYS EXPECT SOMETHING WHEN IT IS CLEARLY NOT THERE ANYMORE?!

WHY YOU MOTHERFUCKER?!?!?!

tsk.

listening to xiao zhu "hao peng you". sigh. almost the emo state again. cheebye..

by using money, does it make me happier? well, i dont think so. maybe only to a certain extent.

i dont know if what i am doing now is correct. i feel that i am SO boring.. that's the reason why ppl dont really wana hang out with me la.. ok, not fully true, but that's how i feel just sometimes.

i wish i could understand you better. to be more romantic. to set the right mood. but i never seem to get it right. hmph..

sometimes, i just like to think of you. and i cant believe that i am actually thinking of you!

beckk.

loving you long time 11:41 PM