i hate it when i look forward to smth and it just crashes like that.

i hate the fact that i dont hear things i hope to hear. i hate the fact that i dont get to see what i had picture it to be. it's like, sometimes life is really screwed up. it's either u get the good, or the bad.

and yes, i always get the bad. fuck off.

beckk.

loving you long time 2:10 AM