Oh boy oh boy, drinking heavily SUCKS.

it was just a mini celebration of finishing sem 1. i thought i could handle just 3 mugs of tiger. but oh boy, the effects and consequences were heavy. and hereby, i make a promise, never to drink more than 1 mug or glass.

the worst thing was that my head grew so heavy, till i went out and ask zora to let me try a puff. yes, a cigarette puff. damn you rebecca, for being unable to think! it sort of just went in my mouth and came out as fast as it went in. so zora said it was like it never went in my body. it just stayed in my mouth. and for those of u being curious how a puff felt like, just a menthol taste. nth much just smoke coming out of your bloody mouth. nothing fantastic. BLAH!

before that i was Shishaing and drinking. that led me to the puff i think. shishaing was another new tryout. nah. didnt like it at first taste already. but oh well, i just carried on shishaing caues i PAID for it. hahaha. cheapo siah.

i admit i was stupid to take a puff. so friends who dont smoke, pls dont be like me? i couldnt think. the beer was too much for me. and it was also nice of weiqi to keep repeating, "aye dont la. your gf wont be happy la". but oh well, the dumb me still tried..

never will i want this feeling again. being UNABLE to sleep well cause my head was pounding and spinning like crazy. not only that, than my whole chest became uncomfortable. and now, my stomach feels like i havent been eating since a zillion years. oh yes, and i cant sleep that is the best thing. and it's like 6.35 am and i dont know why i am awake when i am suppose to feel so tired.

i feel like drinking yakult now. ):

unclean and sinful now.

need to repent.

beckk.

loving you long time 6:23 AM