AHHHH I WASSSS MOLESTEDDD TODAAYYYYYY!!!!!!

hahaha. i went for driving lessons again. and wtf, this time he was gonna teach me gear shifting. NOT FORGETTING HE DIDNT GIVE ME A CHOP on my book!! what a biatch.

i'm learning manual so i have to shift the gear from 1 to 2, 2 to 3 blah blah right.. he showed me first than i tried it. and FUCK, he started putting his fucking hand over my hand.. it felt sooo fucked up. i hate most men(except for some) and he is fucking touching a part of me. oh.. wtf! he touched my knees too! urghh.. all that eeky feeling all over me again.

hahah. and he kept repeating, "no offence ah".. tsk. touch me already still no offence. knnccb. hahha. maybe i'm just too sensitive but he really shouldnt be touching me AT ALL. i was so pek chek with all the shifting i actually knock my hand to his leg. LOL. even worst. i started laughing like mad to myself. he said i'm so rough with all the shifting. like hello?! i gan jeong la. cheebyee. he had tattoos all and bald head. neh neh pop u.

but it was fun once again driving. and this time i drove out on the road!! ((: he expects me to be a perfectionist when it's just my 3rd lesson! (btw it's a diff instructor.) this time not handsome. i did learn better techniques but i'm still upset he didnt give me the chop! box u la. i paid fucking $68 u no give me chop.

bing kept laughing at me when i gave the sad face after driving today. hahah. it was so funny esp on the mrt. we sat opposite each other and we kept laughing and doing hand signs. (((: I JUST LOVE THE HAPPY DAYS THAT I HAVE WITH HER.

i was looking at her whilst at indochine. and gawd.. i was thinking.. "thank god i have someone who looks so pretty. i would want to treasure her and never anyhow say negative things to her again." it made me think of the time when she wanted to let go so badly and how much it hurts for that week. the pain was like hell. not wanting to eat nor sleep. the pain brings back creepy memories and it makes me feel really uneasy! even till today, i remember how much i suffered and i dont wana go thru it again.

anyway, we were out with ah ting and she gave me my bday present. i was so shocked and stun.. it was like a DKNY PERFUME?! so expensive la! thank u my dearest ah ting! so pretty until u attract all the weirdos all over. until when they say hello u dont wana greet them back! wahh. u damn zai sia. so many boys crawling all over u, u only chose the bird?! hahaha. i swear la, everytime bing and ting walk together(hands linking), EVERYBODY WOULD BE LOOKING AT THEM. it's like they never see beatuties before like tt. so that is why.. i always walk in front first. i spoil their image. lol. )):

that's all folks.

beckk.

loving you long time 1:50 AM