it's really scares me when i'm having my bloody mary.

i become a completely different person at times. here how it goes.. i would become VERY EMO. i would only talk bout the dark side of life. haha. i think so far only bing experience it. i would start to talk to her bout things that are so irrelavant and try to find things to upset her! how sadistic can that be..

it's always this issue of us being together Forever. really. ALWAYS. i'll get all upset and think that there isnt a future. but bing tell me i have nothing to worry about! and me, emo. sometimes i think i should slap myself or shake myself to wake myself up. haha. i think too much for nothing! NOTHING!

oh, no sales for my bag. ): hopefully someone sees it. COME ON SISTER'S HELP ME OUT. (:

beckk

loving you long time 12:49 AM