plenty of work. plenty of pressure on myself. but i want to remain as cool as possible.

i want to get like graphic books. but just by looking at the price, i really feel so pressured just to get the most "perfect" book. i need inspiration, i need more drive, i guess i just need a helping hand. haha.

sometimes when i feel so lost about ideas, i just sit and stare at the sky, pack my things, watch tv, reading magazines. sometimes i can really waste until like plenty of hours till i get smth right. it's just so weird where ur inspiration comes from. even just by sitting on the toilet bowl doing ur business! aha!

working tmr. really tired. am gonna tell my boss i'm only free on fridays. cross fingers, hope my wish is granted. (:

girl, i've been thinking about you and your priceless smile. (:

beckk.

loving you long time 11:21 PM