today is a fucking angry day. ok not the whole day but ya.

first in the morning i was pissed. i felt like a stranger to my bestest pal. but i held it back and started drawing to calm myself down. not even a mgs to keep me accompany. a mistake. sigh.

luckily cheryl came down fast than we headed to class where i dont feel any sense of accomplishment coming out of it. i fucking hate the lecturer's that we have right now. i dont know why so dont ask me. i just hate it. i hate the sight of them making me feel unaccomplish. ok maybe it's just my period. weird i know.

i thought my day was going well after i finished school. and stupidly i pretended i didnt know her when i saw her she saw me. it's called the acting cool period. i'm so weird la. i suppose to look friendly and retard. but i just act like i'm a wood. sigh.

so fuck it. later i felt ok again so i happily drove home with the 2 sisters gossiping away about ghost story at the backsit while i drove. haha. from projects become into gossips! tsk tsk.

so brought anne to my home to molest my dog. haha. and i intro her my currently addicted game and boy, so she was gawd damn stuck till she cant even talk to me properly! hahaha. so while she played i dropped dead on mama's bed. and weird again i fell asleep. hahah. so funny la she called my hp to wake me up cause she dont know where i went. that moment i swear i felt like a bad friend but i couldnt take it! THE EYES. haha.

so now since i felt wayy better we went to siglap to eat. we had a good chat about life and fucked up relationships and i felt really happy at least someone understood. (:

AND FUCKING MOTHER FUCK HELL. when i return to my car, the crom of the mirror came off. some mother fucking bastard bitch kid drove off spoiling my car and didnt leave any contacts. fuck you la arsehole. i hope you fucking die in hell living guilt your whole life (omg it's so the pre menstrual syndrome) but seriously, so irresponsible la. spoil my mirror. fuck you really. my whole side mirror cannot see la. luckily i can still push it back if not how the fuck i drive home. nabeh cheebye.

omg so weird. feeling so vulgar but i'm so so sad and angry and upset. everything in one la. just thinking about everything makes me so angry. esp this and that and what you do and what you say. omg.. so overwhelming! long entry huh.

beckk.

loving you long time 11:22 PM