i am not emo. seriously so stop it.

i rmbr almost twice a week, i would visit the church. just to tell god how much i feel inside. how much everything had happened. hoping that by pouring my heart out and kneeing infront of the statue, i can feel at ease. but no. no. no. nothing worked. i only felt inner peace for just that moment. i cant help. i cant help. but to punch, to hit, to kill. to even kill my own soul.

like everything died. but i know, there are other pieces out there left for me to pick it up. i know i can. i know i got what it takes.
so stop calling me emo. cause it's seriously difficult when you put your heart into smth which in turned fucked you up really hard.

SO STOP SAYING EMO.

beckk.

loving you long time 2:29 AM