i am so upset. so upset. i know i made myself angry and upset. but i'm still upset.

i was THIS close to giving up, THIS close to breaking down all over again. but i told myself to stay strong. it will never be the same. once screwed, never forgotton. i'm like this. i can forgive, but i will never forget. too bad if it comes back once in a while. i hate it all. i still hate you.

beckk.

loving you long time 1:08 AM