Who likes it? i seriously hate it. i dont even think i should bother because i always thought to myself, why make yourself so upset and miserable when things happen, it just does for a reason?
i prayed to god (after a very long time), to tell him that i dont want to feel this way anymore. i hope god can change me, or at least, let me do my part by changing myself. i want to get rid of this bad thinking of mine. feeling so insecure so badly sometimes.
i really hope i can give you more space, and less insecurities after so much that had happened. i'm still trying to hold it back. amen.
