i always thought my education still takes a few more years before i will some how succeed in life when i work. what a thought right?

but i'm so wrong. i only have less than half a year before i graduate from my poly life. what am i to do after? sigh. i still have upteen more skills to learn..

and wait, i havent mention i havent won anything decent for myself right?

i cant wait anymore. i cant just sit there and wait. success takes more than just waiting. we have to act. we have to do smth..

so much talk... but i still feel relac. hahhahaha!

ok la. i will still try to work harder ok? what i'm tryna say here is that, i just cant believe my poly life is ending.. i really dont know what to do next.. seriously..

i have 8 more weeks before attachment ends.. how much i long to count down and spend more time with my family and my beloved girlfriend!

and i swear. L4D almost killed me with a deep migrain at work today. a big nono to stay up till 1 trying to fall asleep. i didnt even do anything productive at work today! how sad. ):

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