i dont know why it just doesnt feel right anymore...

today was filled with so much love and happiness! lily and cherry came over during work to visit me! i was so darn happy pls!!! and when i knew she was coming, i manage to finish a website in 3 hours! so happy!! hahaha. so when they came, i could just sit there and chat! (: love love love!

after that, met my lovely oh so smallie forever eyesie eunice and shiew meelee and ivanlee. haha! we went for my lil celebration at beach cabana and oh boy, the food is so so gorgeous! i ate and laugh till my throat hurts like fuck now. thank you shiewmee eunice and ivan for the cake! LOVE IT! (: much appreciated and much love!

thought today i had a few moments of disappointment, life still goes on right? i was sad about it, but i manage to confide in my best friend who is always there for me. thank you eunice. i really appreciate that. well, what's been said made me happier! i feel that we should never ever keep things to ourselves! hehe.

i shall not think of anything further. gd night world.

beckk.

loving you long time 12:18 AM