I'm probably a stronger person after all that i've been through. I'm really glad I can control my emotions better and i know what i can do to keep myself happy and carefree.

I like talking about it. I like talking about how much i've grown. I like talking about how i can improve on situations and how i can make the best of it.

Most of the time i may seem like a cool cucumber, but honestly, behind it all is just another girl with a soft spot somewhere somehow..

And although i still suck at today's training or rugby in general, i want to still try my best to learn and to enjoy the feeling of playing with my friends. Though times i feel like giving up, i'm still gonna try for now.

beckk

loving you long time 2:10 AM